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Yes! Seriously it;s no fun being sick and not able to get out from the house. This stupid chicken pox thing is killing my life. Wanted to spend more time actually during my break to spend more time with my family, especially  my two bute angels just got back from China today. But i was being banned from entering the house and going back to Ipoh now. Cause my mom is afraid that i will spread it to the two little angel. What a life….. Now it’s like everyday wake up and thinking of what to do at home. I felt so useless and tired. Cause there are nothing much to do now but to sit at home, watch tv, and internet. I think that is the most boring life that you can have.

Friends tried to called and ask to have lunch and dinner, but sorry lah everyone. Can’t go anywhere now. Don’t want to spread it to everyone. Just have to sit at home and try to bored myself to dead. ARGHHH!%^&(%$^#%$%^&!!!!!! I really hate this. But the best part is that now i can catch every single football match, since i don’t need to work and not able to get out from the house.  Why do we have chicken pox. I DON"T LIKE THIS!!!!!!! Now only i realised that there are nothing to watch on ASTRO during the afternoon time. The programs are just so boring.

It’s really not good, especially that when you are sick and there are no one to take care of you. I called my mom but unfortunately she can’t be here. … MOMMY!! Where are you when i need you….. Aiiiiii…….

Anyways, just wanted to tell you all to take good care of yourselves and don’t get you all sick…. It’s just not good….

How to differentiate Bug bites with Chicken Pox. Even i do not know how to answer that question. Even the doctors does not know.. What is happening in this world? Is it that hard to tell the differences.

Well it all started last week when i fell itchy near my hands and legs. I went to see the doctor, and he was telling me that i had bug bites. The best part is that he can still joke about it and telling me that he wanted to knock my head with a hammer, and lean me a screw driver to unscrew my brain and figure what what caused the outbreak. It was not really a joke to me, cause i had all the itchiness around my body. He end up giving me some allergy, itchiness pills and calamine lotions. What a doctor, how dare him still abel to joke about it. Anyways, we went back and forced to clean up the whol house and tie up the carpet, cause that was the only thing that i can think off which caused the outbreak. Anyways, i thought everything was going to be fine. It was not fun at all, cause everyday you have to stand all the itchiness, and everytime after taking the bath, i look like this really horrible looking white monster, cause i have no choice but to put all the lotions on the body and it look all white.  NYEK!!!!

Well i thought that everything was going to be fine, but the things still keep on spreading. I keep on thinking about other things, but still couldn’t figure it out, so i cannot TAHAN anymore and went to see the doctor this afternoon. Told the doctor all my symtoms and he had a look at the scars. And you know what he told me????   My girl, you are not having Bug bites, you have been having Chicken POX!!!!!! WHAT?????? Chicken Pox? What? How can i have chicken pox now…. Not now….. what? my age? What is this? I remembered that i had vaccinations few years back, and that is why the doctor told me that i didn’t really feel the tireness and the outbreak was not really that great because of the vaccination. The best part is that everyone as laughing at me, cause no one have chicken pox when they are 29… What a joke!!!!!!!!!! And the best part is that that was the most expensive medical fee that i ever paid. What? RM 95 just for some antiviral pills?????? My god. i hope that the pills work. Cause after eating it, i am having all this pain on my body and i think i am going to have fever soon. What kind of pills did the doctor gave to me? I don’t fell all these symtoms if i dont’ take it at all…. Damn!!!!!!!! I hate this… Hope that everything will be fine so that i can start my work on monday….

Please!!! Please!!!!

Well, Ting Ting, Nora and I went to see Eason Chan last saturday in Picollo Gallerai when he came down for the signatory concert. It was fun. We have some trouble at first in searching where is it, since all of us are not really sure about the places near Bukit Bintang. Anyways, we manage to find it, but unfortunately when we were there, it was filled with people and it was really difficult for us to get into the rings. But anyways, we manage to get in and saw Eason Chan. Man!!!! he was cool with the nice hairstyle. We manage to get a few photos but it was not really clear, but no worries, i told Ting Ting that we will get more photos when he is in town for his concert during August. Isn’t it Ting? Cause we got the most expensive ticket, and it better to be good!!!!!

It was an experience for me , cause i haven’t seen him in person before. Anyways, after that trip, it was just none stop of eason’s songs in the car, cause we have to get ready for the CONCERT man!!!!!.

Well we came back and it was bad news. My friends Ben and Eddie came over to pay me a visit, and found out that i had a flat tire. MAN!!!! I didn’t even notice it when i drove back, cause i never had a flat tire before.  I had a look and found that there was this small nail stuck inside the tire. What luck is it man.

Anyways, it was really nice of them to offer to change the tire for me. But it was a really bad experience, cause the jet couldn’t manage the weight of the car and the car fell down, and Eddie was unlucky to get his hand hurt. Eddie. Sorry about that, hope that your hand is ok now. Hopefully there is not much damange. But we learn a really good lesson now, which is never change the tires on the sloop. Always do it on the flat place.  Anways, i should really say thank to you Ben, cause he used a lot of effort just to help me to change the tire, we end up taking a few jets, but still couldn’t get the car high up enough to put the spare tire on. What a hidious looking tire. It was YELLOW color. my goodness, what an ugly looking one. Anyways, just wanted to say thanks to both of them. If it’s not you guys, i don’t think that i will notice about the tire and will just keep on driving. heheheheh silly me

What is Love? "Love" is certainly very difficult to pin down and define.  Rather then trying to identify love itself, it is probably easier to identify how it changes people’s decision and behavior. Like most people will say, people are always blinded with love. Is it true? Do people tend to act differently when they are in love? Do they always do stupid things for the partner and just want them to be happy although they know that it’s not the right act? Well i have went through several relationships and being relly in love. But until now, i still can’t really find the true answer of being in love. I believe even me have been blinded with love before. Doing things for the other party withouth thinking about the consequences, but just to make the person happy and giving them what they wanted. But is this the right way being in love? When love comes, does it really blinded our mine we just do whatever without thinking straight? I really do not understand about it anymore, i have been in love and being out from love. But that doesn’t mean that i am a loser. Cause i always believe that all these experience helps me to grow and to become a better person.

Anyways, what is the true meaning of Love?

I came through this article, and this is what is stated:

True love started with both people being physically attracted in some way to the other. It can be their eyes, hair, legs, what ever it is there must be an attraction. then there must be personality trait attraction, their sense of humor, quiteness, outgoing, so on and so forth. next is an intellectual attraction, then comes the emotional attachement and finally a spirtual likeness.

Well i always have my own kind of definition of love. For me, true love is having the freedom on both sides to express themselves, to evolve, without fear of losing the relationship. Sometimes just having the freedom to do nothing for true love is as natural as the waters running off of a mountian. Sometimes the river overflows and sometimes the river is low and even dries up. Just because the river bed is dry for a period of time, this does not mean that it is dead. Just that there is no water coming down from the mountain. This always should be explored and resolved. In order to be in love, we always have to consider different kind of componenets of love and situation and take it as a another stage in life. If the driver really dries up and there aren’t any water coming down anymore, i believe that they will always be another river waiting for us to explore. Love is not a simple thing, it take a lot of trust, commitment, communication and of course care.  If one of the component is missing, what is the meaning of love anymore?

As such, some people believes that if two people are convinced that they want to spend the rest of their lives together, they are in love. Clearly this is not the essence of love, but it’s a decent proxy for the result in being ‘ in love’. Cause there are a lot of things to consider to be in love. It’s not easy to spend the rest of your live with someone if you miss out the other essence in love.

How may people who have known each other for just a few weeks know that they want to spend the rest of their lives together? Yes this is a really common situation now. But it is probably still a relatively small proportion of all relationships that have lasted for a few months. What makes me think that? Well just say that i fell comfortable asserting that the majority of people who are together for 2 - 3 months are may no be together 2- 3 years later. This probably holds true, even among people who claim at 2- 3 months to be in love. If they didn’t stick together, could it really be said that both people were truly " in love"?

I would also feel comfortable asserting that people who get married after knowing each other for just a few months are a very small proportion of all marriages. Talk is cheap. When it comes time to put more than words behind their sentiment, few people in 3 month old relationships do it. Falling in love is of course something that precedes marriage, not something that happens at the same time. And there are many reasons why people could really be in love. but not ready to get married. For example, dissaproval from families, feeling like getting married would force them to ‘grow up’.

So my questions here is that, do people really are in love after just being together for a just a few months? Does love wear off after a few years? Do people still can be in love after commited into marriage? How can we keep and still commit to the other when the love is no longer there?  How can people make sure that the love will not drift off after years? What can we do to keep us in love forever?