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OK, i understand that this does not really apply to all the guys out there. But was just discussing this topic with my friends. And sometimes, it just makes you wonder why is so hard to get the ‘Mr Right’. Even if you have dated a guys for like year, and he will just tell you. Darling, i am sorry but i am not ready for the commitment. WTF. to some of us woman, we will be thinking. What the hell…. If you are not ready, why do you even bother to waste my time place. To all Darling man out there. Time flies by fast, and you can’t expect your woman to wait for you ages and years. Some guys are like kids in a candy store. It’s hard for them to choose when there are lots of varieties in front of them and they just can’t decide which one to choose. They will always give you the excuses saying that they cannot commit cause they don’t think that they are stable yet. But is this the truth. Some might be, but the other have is because they just don’t want to lose the freedom. Cause once they commit, there goes their freedom of choice.

They are afraid of losting their ‘masculinity’ and they believe that this is what commitment implies. This may seem incredibly unreasonable and even insulting to women. But it’s true. Men feel that if they fall in love and stay with one woman, they will lose their ‘manhood’. What is this manhood? i think most of us will understand. It may include their freedom of choose, their freedom of dating, their freedom of speech and etc.

Well sometimes women like us will keep asking wether is our fault, and i know it sound a bit crazy. But then, it’s not really our fault. Men spend their whole lives showing that they are strong and silent. They fight for independence the way women struggle to connect. By thte time a man is in his late teens or his twenties, he’s so happy to be away from his mother and on his own that he wants to keep it that way. But they will lost all these once they commit with a woman. Cause it’s like they are being lock up again. So women our there, if you don’t want your man to feel that way. Give them some space to breath. We can always give them sometime off, i believe this is what most of us women wanted from a man also. Isn’t that true.

Well i am not saying that all man will not commit, some will. I have a friend who said that there are still lots of men our there who wanted to get married. yes i know this is correct, that is why i am sayin about commitment and not only marriage. there is a terrible contradiction inside their hears, which a lot of us women does not understand. Sometimes, men do feel terrible when a relationship ends. The woman was really importatnt to them, but just do not know how to let her know. And when things went a little wrong int he relationship, they ran away. Why does this happen? Cause it’s not really masculine for the to talk about it. Because of this masculine issue, it’s hard for them to admit to themselves how much they cared for the woman and how lost they felt when things were going wrong. So whenever something goes wrong, it will be easier to leave and start over with someone new.

Well, i know that it’s hard for us women sometimes. But if you really wanted a relationship to last, then we will have to take the effort to understand how men perceive their masculinity. How do we perceive this? Well just take men as if they are the weaker sex. They may talk louder and act tougher. A lot of them seem to be control freaks, but there are a lot of them who are really scared. They are lost when they go into a relationship -about who they are and what they fell. In actual fact, in a love affair, they are the once who are at a real disadvantage. men get totally confused when they’re in love. This is why they are so paranoid and run away when things get close.

Guys treasure their own freedom, but they expect us to be totally loyal from almost the first minute. In fact, men are secretly jealous of a woman’s former lovers, of guys at the office, of everyone in a woman’s life.  They always want to fell that they are the greatest lover you ever had, and they want to feel that you see them as totally masculine and totally perfect. So, we as a woman have to do our part. I know that a lot of us will say that this is so unfair for us woman, but then heh we just have to accpet the fact and do our part.

Just say that in actual fact it’s easy to get men’s loyalty if once you understand what they really wanted. Well a few examples, is like you can fo a few simple things like speaking well of your man in public- like enjoying his successes and being interested in his life. These things assure him of your loyalty and cost you nothing. For us woman, we may have to put our foot down early, as with any deman that’s unfair. Just say that men don’t really talk about feelings. They just want us woman to love him as a sensitive, fragile sould and not just as a conquering hero. Well yes, they might act strong and maybe controlling, but he just wants gentle treatments.

Well all in all, we just have to make it clear to them at the beginning. Insist that he share. Rmember the details that matter to him and insist that he remember the ones that matter to you. They have to learn from scratch. Secretly they know that it;s worth it and they will want to learn. So always be open and talk to your man. communication is really important. We don’t want the guessing things. It will cause to a lot of unwanted endings.

Christmas is just around the corner, and man.. now really feel like time really flies by. It just seems like yesterday is chinese new year and now 2006 is going to be over. Damn….. Sometimes it makes you wonder what exactly you have done to your life. Was talking to my friends the other day about the years. I still remember that years back we can’t wait to be 21, cause when you reach 21 years old, there is when you are able to do all the things. Clubbing, Drinking, Late nights, hanging out without worrying about parents calling …. And the list goes on long and long. But my goodness, time really flies by cause i am f***29 now and can’t imagine that i will be turing into 30 soon. My goodness. ….

It’s another stage of life and it’s a new beginning of new experience and challenges facing in front of us. Well, i still think that i am not getting old, and it’s just that i am getting mroe experience towards situations and more mature. Cheers to that. The older you get, the more you are going to learn in your life. And i can really see that i am growing with the things happening around me. It’s not easy to be in the 20s, cause that is when you don’t really know what you really wanted in your life. I have done tonnes of things, been there, tried it. And i am proud to say that i am happy that i have gone through that stage, cause at least now i know what i wanted and how i am going to plan my path towards reaching that stage.

Anyways friends….. DOnt’ be sad to go through the years, and another thing that you have to remember. SOmetimes it;s hard for us but then lifes still have to goes on, and we should always live everyday happily and fully.

Recently i received an email a really intersting email from a good friend and i think it’s really interesting and something that most of us female should take not and learn something out from it. Here it is , and i wanted to share with all of you out there. All starts from here

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. 
If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. 
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be.
Slower is better. 
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can’t "be friends." A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. 
 
Don’t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 
Don’t stay because you think "it will get better." You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 
The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 

Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, 
Why would he treat you any differently? 

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man’s behavior. Change comes from within.

Don’t EVER make him feel he is more important than you are…even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.

He is a man, nothing more nothing less. 
Never let a man define who you are. 
Never borrow someone else’s man. 
Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you. 
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. 
All men are NOT dogs. 

You should not be the one doing all the bending…compromise is a two-way street. 
You need time to heal between relationships…there is nothing cute about baggage… deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you…a relationship consists 
of two WHOLE individuals…look for someone complimentary…not supplementary. 

RecentlyDating is fun…even if he doesn’t turn out to be Mr. Right. 

Make him miss you sometimes…when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.

Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others. 

Share this with other ladies….. You’ll make someone SMILE, another
RETHINK her choice s, and another woman PREPARE. 
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate
them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. 

BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN, SO TAKE A HINT…………..

I think this article is really interesting, i know a lot of your out there might not agree to whatever is stated inside, but think cleary, do we go through all this misery in our lifes? Maybe it’s time to rally think what we deserve. Everyone deserves someone special to them. I used to let people to pull me around and have nothing to say about it. But for all the relationships that i gone through, it really thought me a really good lesson. LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU WANT OTHERS TO LOVE YOU. Never let anyone put a string around you and pull you around. Always make a stand towards things whis is right, and cut off immediately if you think that things are wrong. Never put yourself into a miserable life. IT"S NOT WORTH IT AT ALL. Why do we want to waste our time in somethings that we know it will not happen. Never expect anyone to change, cause sometimes even we ourselves cannot changed.

Remember one thing, change for YOURSELF and NOT FOR OTHERS. That will make our life happier. We are all human beings and we all deserve the right kind of respect and rights!!!!!!

KL night life. Sometimes you wonder where did all the people go to during at night, especially at night. It seems that kl is really a non slepping city. YOu can see most of the pubs are full of people especially during at night. Went out to dinner yesterday with some friends, and then we decided to go over to laundry for a drink. Look at the crowd,It’s pack with people. no wonder so many people are broke hahahahah. It’s either that or people in KL is really earning a lot. But then, i doubt so. hahaha.

But then, it’s such a noisy place. I told my friend, we can’t even talk there, cause it’s full of people and then they had this football thing going on. It;s damn noisy. It’s seems to be a trend now in kl, everyone just enjoy the open air. See even a pub have open air. What is this. But then it’s cool also, cause after you have a lot of drinks, you tend to get really hot and then we need the air… the fresh air. Anyways, friends thank you for the night. really enjoyed the company.