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Was checking through my friendster and also my blogs, and realise that i haven’t been bloggin like for ages. Times really flies by… Suddenly it’s going to be year end and was sitting down and thinking what have i been doing for the past few months.
Sometimes just wonder how short if time and how little things that you can actually do.
First of all, i will like to say SORRY to my friend that i haven’t been spending time with you guys. I know some of you are really pissed off of me being MIA, but i hope you guys can forgive me.
Life have been the busiet of my life. Haven’t been stopping working at all, and this had basically take up a lot of my time and also my life.
With all the setups and running here and there, i relaly felt really tired and exshauted. Sometimes i really hope that i can take a break, but the reality is that i can’t afford to fall sick or even taking a break.
Time is limited and here comes busy days in rushing for Christmas prepartions and events. What is new man… Sometimes, i just wonder whether i made a decision in getting into this line. Looking at how people are able to enjoy their time, and all i am doing is just work, work, and nothing but work. I was joking with my friends the other day, i think with this kind of lifestyle, no matter how much skincare i use also it’s useless. Unless there are like miracle cream in this world. DUH!!!!!
Seriously it came to a point that i don’t mind working at all, but how long can this be? I can’t be working every weekend and not having a rest and seriously I NEED A LIFE>…….
Was talking to my colleague today, and was thinking of letting go. Cause i seriously cannot take it anymore. If my hard work is being appreciated, i seriously have no complains about it. But what is the point. No matter how hard i try and fight….. nothing seems to be working… and nothing seems to fulfill the big boss’s needs. What is it that they wanted from me?
I think at this moment, the only things which are really holding me back in making the decision are the LM girls. I was thinking that i can’t let them down at this moment and they really need someone to help them and keep figthing for them. But i think now it’s already reach the point which i really do not know how long i can last……..