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It’s like a dream come true. I am always interested in the fashion line, and i think i am really in luck and able to get a job in this new company. Well, things have been going fine, just that it’s been really hectic, and the truth is that i am still really blur sometimes when it comes to work. I haven’t been having the time in resting even though this is just that third week. Cause there are a lot of things to do, and everything is just meeting and training. Well i think that is life in working in a busy environment, cause everything have to be done fast and everyone seems to be really in the move.

Well, people here is really cool and funny. How should i say this. Mmmmm…… If people do not know them, they will say that they are really unfriendly. Well that is because when you enter the office, everyone seems to be really busy with their work. But in actual fact, once you get to know them, you just won’t feel that way anymore. They are really friendly. Is just that everyone is really busy in the office, there are tonnes of things to do, but heh, they still know how to enjoy their life. Sometimes, we will just take some time off and get a ciggy break. People here are full of characters, they know what they want and they will really work hard in order to get things done.

But all in all, i really love the job and the people there. They are a bunch of woman who really work hard. I have to start learning from them and make me a better person in the corporate world.

After weeks of boredom, sitting at home and have no slight idea of what else i can do. I decided to lock myself towards the notebook screen and challenge the ever so challenging ZUMA(yahoo game). been playing it for months actually, but finally i gave up cause i can never able to get through the level 12. Since i have nothing much to do, i just decided to spend most of my time and try my very best to complete all the level. Who is the champion man!!!!! After months and months of trying, finally. OH YA….. where is the fireworks? where ? Where? Where? Yes YES YES YES… After months, finally i have done it…. Yes, i am the CHAMPION!!!!!hehehehehe……. Yes. but now after this. What am i going to do? What other games should i challenge? any suggestions?????

Yes! Seriously it;s no fun being sick and not able to get out from the house. This stupid chicken pox thing is killing my life. Wanted to spend more time actually during my break to spend more time with my family, especially  my two bute angels just got back from China today. But i was being banned from entering the house and going back to Ipoh now. Cause my mom is afraid that i will spread it to the two little angel. What a life….. Now it’s like everyday wake up and thinking of what to do at home. I felt so useless and tired. Cause there are nothing much to do now but to sit at home, watch tv, and internet. I think that is the most boring life that you can have.

Friends tried to called and ask to have lunch and dinner, but sorry lah everyone. Can’t go anywhere now. Don’t want to spread it to everyone. Just have to sit at home and try to bored myself to dead. ARGHHH!%^&(%$^#%$%^&!!!!!! I really hate this. But the best part is that now i can catch every single football match, since i don’t need to work and not able to get out from the house.  Why do we have chicken pox. I DON"T LIKE THIS!!!!!!! Now only i realised that there are nothing to watch on ASTRO during the afternoon time. The programs are just so boring.

It’s really not good, especially that when you are sick and there are no one to take care of you. I called my mom but unfortunately she can’t be here. … MOMMY!! Where are you when i need you….. Aiiiiii…….

Anyways, just wanted to tell you all to take good care of yourselves and don’t get you all sick…. It’s just not good….

How to differentiate Bug bites with Chicken Pox. Even i do not know how to answer that question. Even the doctors does not know.. What is happening in this world? Is it that hard to tell the differences.

Well it all started last week when i fell itchy near my hands and legs. I went to see the doctor, and he was telling me that i had bug bites. The best part is that he can still joke about it and telling me that he wanted to knock my head with a hammer, and lean me a screw driver to unscrew my brain and figure what what caused the outbreak. It was not really a joke to me, cause i had all the itchiness around my body. He end up giving me some allergy, itchiness pills and calamine lotions. What a doctor, how dare him still abel to joke about it. Anyways, we went back and forced to clean up the whol house and tie up the carpet, cause that was the only thing that i can think off which caused the outbreak. Anyways, i thought everything was going to be fine. It was not fun at all, cause everyday you have to stand all the itchiness, and everytime after taking the bath, i look like this really horrible looking white monster, cause i have no choice but to put all the lotions on the body and it look all white.  NYEK!!!!

Well i thought that everything was going to be fine, but the things still keep on spreading. I keep on thinking about other things, but still couldn’t figure it out, so i cannot TAHAN anymore and went to see the doctor this afternoon. Told the doctor all my symtoms and he had a look at the scars. And you know what he told me????   My girl, you are not having Bug bites, you have been having Chicken POX!!!!!! WHAT?????? Chicken Pox? What? How can i have chicken pox now…. Not now….. what? my age? What is this? I remembered that i had vaccinations few years back, and that is why the doctor told me that i didn’t really feel the tireness and the outbreak was not really that great because of the vaccination. The best part is that everyone as laughing at me, cause no one have chicken pox when they are 29… What a joke!!!!!!!!!! And the best part is that that was the most expensive medical fee that i ever paid. What? RM 95 just for some antiviral pills?????? My god. i hope that the pills work. Cause after eating it, i am having all this pain on my body and i think i am going to have fever soon. What kind of pills did the doctor gave to me? I don’t fell all these symtoms if i dont’ take it at all…. Damn!!!!!!!! I hate this… Hope that everything will be fine so that i can start my work on monday….

Please!!! Please!!!!

Well, Ting Ting, Nora and I went to see Eason Chan last saturday in Picollo Gallerai when he came down for the signatory concert. It was fun. We have some trouble at first in searching where is it, since all of us are not really sure about the places near Bukit Bintang. Anyways, we manage to find it, but unfortunately when we were there, it was filled with people and it was really difficult for us to get into the rings. But anyways, we manage to get in and saw Eason Chan. Man!!!! he was cool with the nice hairstyle. We manage to get a few photos but it was not really clear, but no worries, i told Ting Ting that we will get more photos when he is in town for his concert during August. Isn’t it Ting? Cause we got the most expensive ticket, and it better to be good!!!!!

It was an experience for me , cause i haven’t seen him in person before. Anyways, after that trip, it was just none stop of eason’s songs in the car, cause we have to get ready for the CONCERT man!!!!!.

Well we came back and it was bad news. My friends Ben and Eddie came over to pay me a visit, and found out that i had a flat tire. MAN!!!! I didn’t even notice it when i drove back, cause i never had a flat tire before.  I had a look and found that there was this small nail stuck inside the tire. What luck is it man.

Anyways, it was really nice of them to offer to change the tire for me. But it was a really bad experience, cause the jet couldn’t manage the weight of the car and the car fell down, and Eddie was unlucky to get his hand hurt. Eddie. Sorry about that, hope that your hand is ok now. Hopefully there is not much damange. But we learn a really good lesson now, which is never change the tires on the sloop. Always do it on the flat place.  Anways, i should really say thank to you Ben, cause he used a lot of effort just to help me to change the tire, we end up taking a few jets, but still couldn’t get the car high up enough to put the spare tire on. What a hidious looking tire. It was YELLOW color. my goodness, what an ugly looking one. Anyways, just wanted to say thanks to both of them. If it’s not you guys, i don’t think that i will notice about the tire and will just keep on driving. heheheheh silly me

What is Love? "Love" is certainly very difficult to pin down and define.  Rather then trying to identify love itself, it is probably easier to identify how it changes people’s decision and behavior. Like most people will say, people are always blinded with love. Is it true? Do people tend to act differently when they are in love? Do they always do stupid things for the partner and just want them to be happy although they know that it’s not the right act? Well i have went through several relationships and being relly in love. But until now, i still can’t really find the true answer of being in love. I believe even me have been blinded with love before. Doing things for the other party withouth thinking about the consequences, but just to make the person happy and giving them what they wanted. But is this the right way being in love? When love comes, does it really blinded our mine we just do whatever without thinking straight? I really do not understand about it anymore, i have been in love and being out from love. But that doesn’t mean that i am a loser. Cause i always believe that all these experience helps me to grow and to become a better person.

Anyways, what is the true meaning of Love?

I came through this article, and this is what is stated:

True love started with both people being physically attracted in some way to the other. It can be their eyes, hair, legs, what ever it is there must be an attraction. then there must be personality trait attraction, their sense of humor, quiteness, outgoing, so on and so forth. next is an intellectual attraction, then comes the emotional attachement and finally a spirtual likeness.

Well i always have my own kind of definition of love. For me, true love is having the freedom on both sides to express themselves, to evolve, without fear of losing the relationship. Sometimes just having the freedom to do nothing for true love is as natural as the waters running off of a mountian. Sometimes the river overflows and sometimes the river is low and even dries up. Just because the river bed is dry for a period of time, this does not mean that it is dead. Just that there is no water coming down from the mountain. This always should be explored and resolved. In order to be in love, we always have to consider different kind of componenets of love and situation and take it as a another stage in life. If the driver really dries up and there aren’t any water coming down anymore, i believe that they will always be another river waiting for us to explore. Love is not a simple thing, it take a lot of trust, commitment, communication and of course care.  If one of the component is missing, what is the meaning of love anymore?

As such, some people believes that if two people are convinced that they want to spend the rest of their lives together, they are in love. Clearly this is not the essence of love, but it’s a decent proxy for the result in being ‘ in love’. Cause there are a lot of things to consider to be in love. It’s not easy to spend the rest of your live with someone if you miss out the other essence in love.

How may people who have known each other for just a few weeks know that they want to spend the rest of their lives together? Yes this is a really common situation now. But it is probably still a relatively small proportion of all relationships that have lasted for a few months. What makes me think that? Well just say that i fell comfortable asserting that the majority of people who are together for 2 - 3 months are may no be together 2- 3 years later. This probably holds true, even among people who claim at 2- 3 months to be in love. If they didn’t stick together, could it really be said that both people were truly " in love"?

I would also feel comfortable asserting that people who get married after knowing each other for just a few months are a very small proportion of all marriages. Talk is cheap. When it comes time to put more than words behind their sentiment, few people in 3 month old relationships do it. Falling in love is of course something that precedes marriage, not something that happens at the same time. And there are many reasons why people could really be in love. but not ready to get married. For example, dissaproval from families, feeling like getting married would force them to ‘grow up’.

So my questions here is that, do people really are in love after just being together for a just a few months? Does love wear off after a few years? Do people still can be in love after commited into marriage? How can we keep and still commit to the other when the love is no longer there?  How can people make sure that the love will not drift off after years? What can we do to keep us in love forever?

Life? What is the meaning of life. If any of you remembered the movie ‘Forest Gum’, you will remember that there is one sentense in the movie stating that Life is like a box of chocolate. Why? Because life is like the chocolate in the box. there are a lot of varieties in there and you won’t know what you will get under all the coated chocolates. Isn’t it interesting?

Well some people may say that life is normally means our present being here on earth, but this may be generalized to include life as a particular type of organization and development characterizing biological organisns, and even more universally as organization and development in geneneral.

But to me, life is like a challenge and a mystery. You won’t know what will happen tomorrow or even the next minute in the day. Everything is just like a mystery and it’s a challenge for us in order to prepare us every minute just to face with the things in front of us.

Well, i always have this policy in carrying on with my life, which is, live your life everyday like there is no tomorrow.Just enjoy every minute that you have and live it fully. Try to look everything at the positive side, and it will make you a happier and better person.

Just before a baby is born, an angel shows it everything there is to know and learn on Earth.Then at the moment of birth,the angel touches the infant’s upper lip,and the child forgets everything. We spend the rest of our lives remembering what the angel showed us.This is a generic guide to the meaning of life. It does not describe one view of the meaning of life and recommend you adopt it. It helps you remember what the angel showed you. The angel showed you the meaning of life. In case you have not remembered yet, here is what the angel showed you. Just exactly as if you are landing a spaceship from another galaxy, your soul enters your body and lands here on Earth. Perhaps you come from our of nowhere, out of nothingness. Or else you had a previous existence somewhere,in another realm, or in this realm, and you have forgotten it. Perhaps you land here of your own free choice. Or some cosmic force some karma beyond you causes you to land on this planet; and you have no choice.No matter.This is Earth. You land and stay for a while. You come here to do certain specific things. You may have one task or many. Your tasks may be obvious to you, or you may need time, effort, maybe struggle, even to clarify your tasks. You may never quite even clarify your task until the moment your time in this body ends. You may work on your task for years before you realize, "This is my task." This tasks you came to perform may take the whole of your life or be done in an instant. You may be aware you are performing your life task while you do it. You may perform your task quickly, hardly nothicing anything special, unaware you are doing the task you came to do while you do it. Your task may be so eary, obvious and natural, you never even wonder, "what is my task?" your unique blend of talents and interests may lead you to your task and you just do it. Or, your task may be a constant, unpleasant struggle, you fight every step of the way. Your task may be noble and wonderful and gain you recognition, rewards and honors. Or, it may be simple, totally unnoticeable by anyone else. You will be born with a powerful innate desire to remain alive. You will do almost anything to continue living. At some point you may discover some limits, and allow your life to end. 

Every thought you have. Every action you take, Every feeling you perceive is an experience. Experiences are neither good nor evil. Some experiences are short, some are long. Some experiences will be fun, others will be excruciating. Sometimes experiences seems interconnected, sometimes they seem random. They are simply experiences.

You will find deities to which to attach your greatest fears and devotions. You may have one god or many. You may learn about your god and gods from others, or you may experience them yourself. Your gods may be attached specificaly to your tribe or they may claim a wider domain. Your god may be projections of human experience or they may be something beyond human experience with a reality all their own.

Thos who knew you will recall who you were, what you did, what you gave and the qualities you manifested. If you physically parented another, your genetic material will continue within them as well. Others’ remembering you will continue to affect them directly and the whole planet indirectly and the whole planet indirectly in subtle and not so subtle ways.

But no matter what you do, always remember to live fully and put all the worries at the back, and your life will be full of excitement and happiness.

I came through an article recently about Hair loss, and i think this is really useful for some of us. Cause i think even i am having the same problem now. That is why i have to cut my hair short, cause we tend to loss a lot of hair living in this environment and polution. A high number of young womena dn men are experiencing hair loss, accoring to a survey done. Anyways, what is it about? let read and learn.

The general term ‘ hair loss’ can refer to amny different problems from mild hair thinning to total baldness, and these can occur for many different reasons. A consultant explains that hair loss can occur as thinning when the hair loss is diffuse and gradual. Hair loss is more common problem than is usually believed. that is what i think, cause it seems that most of us are facing with the problem now.

According to a study, hair loss can cause by genes and also stress factor.

Genes

Generally, men and womens’ hair loss are the consequence of he type of genes they inherited from either or both parents. Our genes influence how our hair grows. They activate sensitivity to angrogens(male hormones) including testosterone, which causes hair follicles to shrink. The shrinking follicles (the sheath that surrounds the root of a hair) produce thinner hair.

According to the doctor, the most common cause of hair loss in both men (90 percent) and women (70 percent) is androgenetic alopecia (often called inherited or herediatary hair loss by non- medical people). The condition is the result of the effect of androgens (male hormones) on the hair follicles and the pattern of response is genetically determined. All females have some androgens as well, and thus this condition occurs both in males and females.

In men, hair loss usually appears initially as a receding front hair line on the forehead or a balding patch on the top of the head. In femals, however, the manifestation is different- ths hair loss takes the form of verall thinning throughout the scalp… man this is really scarry!!!!!! Cause my mom side have this genes problem, and man, i hope i won’t get it from them… Anwyays, just cross my fingers that i have my fathers genes, so that my hair will always be thick . heheeh, am i asking too much…

The stress factor

Stress is a common reason for a special king of hair loss, which is known as ‘Telegon effluvium’. Dont ask me what this mean, cause i just got it from the magazine.  Anyways, what happens is that the hair growth cycles will go into a state of rest when you are under stress, such as undergoing a recent surgery or having severe illness or high fever. You may lose a lot of hair six weeks to three months after severe physical or emotional stress but the hair usually will grow back withing a few months.

So for those people who have these problems, it is prudent to consult a doctor to get a clinical assessment and diagnosis before embarking on appropriate treatment.

OK, this is direct from the magazine, i think it is really useful for most of us who wants some advise with the problem.

According to a Doctor, treatment of hair loss is often obscured by myths. There are countless products and techniques such as exotic herbs or scalp massage that have never been proven in sound clinical trials. The only topical medicine proven scientifically to be effective for genetic hair loss is minosidil, which is applied to the scalp and works by revitalizing hair follicles so that they continue to grow hair.

So mate, hope all these information helps…….

Went to cameron highland with the CG members during last week’s vesak day holiday. It was fun actually. We started our trip by Francis picking me up from my house at 5.50am and we all reach Calvin’s place to meet the others. It took us nearly 4 hours for the whole trip from KL to camerons.Agnes, francis and Shirley and I was in one car, and i am sorry Francis, in making you drive the whole way. Cause basically Shirley and I was knocked out and we nearly slept the whole trip up to cameron. Joy’s parents was such darlings and we should said thank you to them. They actually let 13 of us to bump into their apartment in Tanah Rata. And i personally appreciate what they have done with the place. They purposes prepare all the new pillows and others stuffs for us in order to hope that we will enjoy our trip. There are really nice. The first day, we didn’t really do much, put we spend sometime in having tea and spend sometime talking. The first day was nothing much, cause it was raining and we didn’t manage to go to any places. But anyways, at night we decided to go to Bringcang for Steamboat and also manage to buy a lot of vegetables for the next day’s meal. Anyways, i can’ really remember what is the name of the steamboat place. But all i can remember is that was the first shop in the row. And guys… never go there, cause all of us pay 13 ringgit plus in getting small portion food. When i said small portion food, i mean it. All of us was really dissapointed, but i think we can’t complain isn’t it. But i think the most important part is that we are able to enjoy the dinner in a group.

The next morning, we went to this really cool mamak store in Tanah Rata to wait for Calvin to arrive. Food there was delicious. Me and Joy had this really nice cheese and also Garlic naan, and we tried some of the tandoori and curry chicken. It was heaven. Anyways, all of us enjoyed the meal and it was just wonderful. Well we manage to go to some place that day and i think some of us manage to buy some things.

Well the night dinner didn’t turn out great as we planned. We had steamboat atJoy’s place. Yes, steamboat again. Heh i am not bored, cause i think that is still the best thing to enjoy in a cold weather. Well things went out of hand, and i was quite sad also. But well, i think things like that do happens, but just said that all of us learned a good lesson and help us in understanding each other more.

BUt heh, Joy, i just wanted to say, thank you for the hospitality and please help to say thanks to your parents in putting the effort to prepare all the things in the place for us. I am sorry that we screwed up a bit of things. But i think we all now understand and just hope that things will be well in future.

Happy holidays mates. Cheers

Ps: Will try to update the photos once it’s available. Only able to get two there. But you guys will see it once my buddies able to upload them…

These are the cutest precious in our family now.( you can check them out in my photo album under Family) My two cute and adorable niece and nephew. Yan and Ving. There are my brothers and don’t they look cute? There are the most precious things to me. Unfortunately, I can’t spend that much of time with them, as they are in

China

now with my brother and my sis-in-law. That is why my parents are always not around, cause they misses them too and basically my mom just can’t stay long in Malaysia and just can’t stop talking about them. She just always looking forward to go back to

China

and spend all her happy time with the precious darling. Heh MOM!!!!! What about your daughter here huh? Forgotten about me??????

The best part is that my mom said that my status now is already downgraded. You want to know why? Cause I used to be her precious darling, but now since these two angels were born, basically they took over my place. Sniff! Sniff!! That is so sad. :~(. Well never mind, at least I have someone around to take care me and pamper me, isn’t it darling? * Wink* Wink*. Hehehehe.

I really missed them a lot and just can’t wait to see them again. Mom have been telling me that my nephew have been a pain in the ass to the sister, cause he is always bullying her. Can you believe it? A 2 years old bullying a 4 years old. What on earth is happening!!!!!! But just a little secret to you guys. Basically, I love my niece more. That is because she loves me a lot. Remember there was once I brought her to a circus, and she can still talk about it after years. Isn’t she a darling??? Loves you lot sweetie….  Well, now I am getting the decease from my mom… Just can’t stop talking about them….. I better stop, if not this will take hours and hours and hours…………..The never ending story of my life……